le sigh

and if I’m stupid as fuck
then, well, oh well,

and if I make all these mistakes,
then, well, oh well,

and if this world is crashing
down upon my feet,
and everything is bleeding
purple,

then, well, oh well,

fuck, I wish I were
more of this perfection
that everyone expects

and fuck, I wish I weren’t so blind

and fuck, I wish I didn’t make
so many mindless mistakes

and fuck, I wish somebody loved me

and fuck, oh well, just …

send me to the endless terrain
to fend for myself, oh well

fuck it